Do Moms Of Donor Egg Babies Have Attachment Issues?

One of the first things a woman may think about after learning that an egg donor is required in order to have a child, is the worry of attachment. Specifically, will I have issues attaching to my baby because we are not genetically related? The reason for this train of thought may stem from common misconceptions or stereotypes that all mother’s immediately bond and connect with their child and that a genetic relationship is required for that attachment to even take place.  

Social media definitely loves to show that “perfect” moment after a woman gives birth where the mother looks lovingly into her healthy child’s perfect round face - with her hair, makeup and lighting fully on point - proclaiming this to be her greatest love of all. But rarely do we get to peek at what is happening behind the curtain. 

Whether an egg donor is needed to create a baby or not, many parents do not immediately connect, attach or bond with their baby. This lack of attachment has nothing to do with a lack of genetic connection, but everything to do with this new found responsibility, the shock of a new identity and purpose, hormones, lack of family support, lack of sleep, and just trying to survive those first few months. The purpose of this article is to examine attachment between mother’s and their donor conceived babies and to give a better understanding of attachment and how it works. 

Attachment theory and parent-child bonding

Psychologist John Bowlby described attachment as the emotional connection between an infant and their primary caregiver. The parent-child attachment lays the foundation for the child's life choices, overall behavior, and the strength of the child’s social, physical, mental, and emotional health. According to Bowlby, attachment develops  through interactions between infant and caregiver that evolves and grows deeper over time. This attachment typically occurs when a child is about six months old. 

Research and findings: attachment in donor egg families

Evidence from the attachment literature focuses on the importance of parental responsiveness as to what differentiates the type of attachment formed between parent and child - not whether they are genetically related. From the perspective of attachment theory, what is important for secure attachment to occur is not genetics but the consistency, availability and love that is shown to the child by the caregiver. It is parental responsiveness, rather than biological relatedness, that is considered to be important for the development of secure attachment relationships between a parent and a child. Meaning genetics does not play a role in secure attachment. 

It is parental responsiveness, rather than biological relatedness, that is considered to be important for the development of secure attachment relationships between a parent and a child.

Further insights from the adoption literature suggest that overall, parents who adopted their children reported few differences in the attachment behaviors between them and their adopted children versus parents and non-adopted children. Further adopted children and adolescents did not report feeling less secure in their relationships with their parents compared to non-adopted children. 

It appears that the caregivers' behaviors played a more important role when it comes to attachment. For example, Bowlby found that children whose parents were sensitive and responsive were likely to view themselves as loveable and have a positive sense of self. Whereas children whose parents were emotionally unavailable or rejecting, were more likely to develop a lack of self-worth. 

So the question of “will I have attachment issues to my baby because we are not related?” is not the question to ask, rather, “am I ready to be emotionally available to a child? Am I ready to be a parent?”

Existing research on attachment in families with donor egg children found that families with no genetic link between mother and the child showed more positive outcomes than families where the mother was genetically related to the child. The authors posed the possible explanation that perhaps this was true because these parents took the extra steps required to intentionally choose to raise a child who was not genetically related to them. Since that strong desire for parenthood was more important to them than genetic relatedness and since they had to move mountains to become parents, they found parenting to be more satisfying than those who become parents through “traditional routes.” Remember, this is just a hypothesis and it is definitely not implying that genetically related parents love their children less than parents not genetically related to their children. It could mean that the parents using donor eggs were perhaps more prepared - as they may have spent years planning for this baby. And finally having that dream realized makes them not take having this baby for granted. 

What does genetics have to do with attachment? 

Not much. A longitudinal study compared 46 donor insemination families and 48 egg donation families, with 68 natural conception families on the child’s second birthday. The results showed gamete donation mothers to have more joy towards parenting and more positive maternal feelings towards their child by the time the child had reached two years of age. Adding further evidence to the growing body of literature that genetics do not play a role in  the development of a positive relationship between a gamete conceived child and its parent. 

Social perceptions and stigmas

Societal views on donor egg conception vary with differing social perceptions and stigmas. Depending on your culture, your religion, your sexual orientation, your age, your belief system, your fertility journey, your level of education and understanding of gamete donation, and even your socio-economic status, your views on egg donation will be very different.  So depending on all those different variables society's views may potentially impact a mother-child relationship in a negative or positive manner. 

It seems as though everyone has an opinion on how we should raise our children from what they should eat, watch on television, ipad or no ipad, which school they should attend, and how to get that constipation resolved. It really never ends. It is very easy to say “don’t let people’s opinions impact you and your relationship with your child.” But it is never that easy, is it? 

We have evolutionarily evolved to want to be a part of a tribe, a village if you will. And their opinion matters. Because guess what? If you fell out of favor with your tribe thousands of years ago, you wouldn’t be able to survive. Things are a little bit different today than our caveman times but people’s opinions and views of how we live our life, can still negatively impact us. This is where the role of a mental health professional and support groups can be of tremendous benefit. 

Counseling and support

A healthy attachment style starts from the day you take your first breath. But what if you did not have a healthy secure attachment with your own parents? How is that now informing your relationship with your child? What if you don’t have a positive sense of self? What if you don’t  feel cared for by others? What if you don’t have a sense of closeness with other people? These are just some possible indicators of not having had a secure attachment to your own caregivers. Working with a therapist to work on your own attachment issues can really inform how you end up attaching to your own children, regardless if they are genetically related to you or not. 

Working with a mental health professional, you can learn how to self regulate your emotions, build your self-esteem, learn how to effectively communicate your needs, and how to set boundaries. Learning some of these skills by working with a mental health professional can be an important way for you to learn how to become more self-aware, how to stop self-sabotage and even how to get over that imposter syndrome you may be feeling when it comes to parenting. And learn how to deepen and securely attach to those you love. 

Summing it up

To sum it up, do moms of donor egg babies have attachment issues? Sometimes. But then again so do most parents, regardless if they are genetically related to their child or not. Attachment can take time, it doesn’t happen overnight. If you don’t immediately fall in love with your baby the second you lay your eyes on them, you are not alone. Every single relationship in this world takes time. Learn to cut out the outside noise, learn to listen to your own voice, and just go with what feels right.

Read more:

• Nature vs. Nurture: What Parents Via Egg Donation Need to Know
• Five Parents Share What They Wish They Had Known Before Pursuing Donor Eggs
• How Do I Navigate Telling Others My Child Is Donor Conceived?
• The Parent-Child Relationship in Families Created Using Egg Donation